I felt this need to find out how my self relates to everything else
I’ve been reading articles about how consciousness can collapse the wave function
But the more I read the more it seems that the way that i function is said to be an unconscious assumption
But maybe if I’m goal directed then my purpose can succeed at something
They say success is measured by performance on the tasks
But Is knowledge only acquired within the class
I believe My poetic science is contagious even within the mask
If school had all the answers then why do I still need to ask
My art can spit a truth that takes up space changes time and turns energy into mass
So I’m not worried about bottom up or top down
I’m trying to solve problems that exist all around
So I stay present look at the horizon where the sky meets the ground
I’m what happens when a hood scholar meets a class clown
Soon as I reach the top I’m on my way back down to break apart the crown
And give out gold around the town
A prophet doesn’t make profits or deposits to fill up his own pockets
He chooses to see the world through his own optics
So you can’t measure the main effect of my interaction
Not just another statistic I’m an outlier not the main attraction
My standards don’t deviate because what I mean ain’t average
Discipline is learning how to match perceptions with action
And In my brain I got Compensatory mechanisms up the regulation
But I need more receptors to feel the stimulation that’s tolerance
My genes can’t express because the stress of mythelation that’s the symptoms of oppression
Now my immune system is filled with inflammation that’s the disease of depression
So enzymes catalyze the degradation this is how trauma flows across generations coping strategies are now epigenetic when yo body is in a stressful environment setting maladaptive behaviors Will naturally set in
When I feel I’m at a dead in I let go of all the negative energy that I let in Healing is knowing that my higher self is where I’m heading
